Friday, May 18, 2012

Hey, I wanna continue dating you.<3

I know, we're over but I still love you. Even if I was the one who initiated the breakup, I didn't want to. It was the last thing I ever wanted to do. I could not accept the cold treatment you were giving me that time. Everything you have did for me, I have never forgotten them not even the smallest details. Every night before I sleep I'll think of you without fail. I know, to you I might be a naive 17years old girl. But look, you're the only one that made me waited for months after a breakup. Many of my past relationships, I admit. I have been a bitch. But to you, I never once thought of a breakup. Others might make me happy but it's only for a short while. One small text from you can make me smile the whole day. I no longer dare to tell you how I feel knowing that there's a high chance of you no replying my text. You said you don't see a future with me but how can you possibly have a future with that someone else. You know it well yourself. I don't mind your past, I don't mind what you have did. All I want is a chance for us to start afresh. Ya, everyone told me to move on and say I'll find someone better. But you're the only one I want. Call me stubborn but I don't know this time how long will I take to move on. Probably to you now I'm just a friend. But to me, you still my everything. Dearest, remember how we used to stick together everyday? Remember how you used to cuddle me in your arms? Remember how we go out tgt with our friends? Remember how sweet we used to be? I want them back. I want you back. Every day when I walk how I'll remember that day when you came over to pick me and told me all those stuffs. It hurts, and everyday I'll have to be haunted by all those memories. I don't know how long I'll take to forget you. How long it'll take to bring you back to me. But I really hope that day will come. I can't fall for someone else when my heart's with you. I won't force you to leave that someone but just to let you know I'll always be there for you. <3

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